Anger

When I was in year 13 the time I was doing exams and all the stress of revising for these important qualification for the future. I was very much a stress teenagers , which causes me being anger towards my peers , even towards the staff who was trying desperately to help and all I

Conversation speech delay

Many people know I had speech delay I wasn’t non verbal . I was able to say a word but the sound of the word wasn’t pronounced properly. When I was a toddler I tried desperately to say a word , even if the sound of the letter wasn’t right. My first word was ‘daddy’

Code words behind the behaviour

Words filtering are something that many people do struggled especially with autism. We bet much often says the words that comes out of our heads, without having the little thoughts to process the information which is appropriate or not. Very often we says these words as code words of something else like at school if

Dear Educators and Doctors, Parents

Dear Professional Educators , Doctors and Parents I’m autistic, but also a human being before I’m autistic. I need the right resource to survive. Food water shelter and the huge resource is love. Just because I’m autistic those important things will never change, I may need extra things to be done a certain things I

A hug

A hug A hug is a precious source A affection A healing A comforter for a trusted adult, including a child A way to open you’re true self making long lasting rainbow from the pain A way of showing these emotions , in you’re darkest of days A bridge, safe heaven to these open arms

Battle wounds

My scars tell me the story I once been on.My scars tells me it’s okay to cry to bleed from the pain inside.My scars remains me that I don’t have to be strong all the time, it’s okay to break down.My scars shows me it’s okay to be human expect a robot.My scars shows me

Autism education

I can really relate to this , school can have so much presence , on the students with exams and showing you can do better in the way of learning and improve the ability of the grades , which it’s very tiring. School shouldn’t really be a place, when you get to prove yourself to

Let me escape

Let me escape from this classroom.It’s too close in,Let me escape from this classroom.It’s too peoples there,Let me escape from this classroom.The work is too much ,Let me escape from this classroom,My mind is racing from many thoughts,Let me escape from this classroom.Can’t stand the students interpretation,Let me escape from this classroom.Pens tapping on the

Conversation that never left unspoken

I always find trying to find the right words to each sentence hard that can also include talking. I struggle to pronounce some words .It end up being a word that’s not real or the sounds are jumbled, which can be very frustrating to even say it, or when people correct me to the right

Ways of communication, brain wouldn’t have it.

I always find trying to find the right words to each sentence hard that can also include talking. I struggle to pronounce some words it end up being a word that’s not real or the sounds are jumbled, which can be very frustrating to even say it, or when people correct me to the right