Autism poem

I’am autistic as you have known I was a child however I have grown I was caught inside of myself while I masked But now I have unmasked You don’t think I  listen , however I hear every word  Sometimes I get very annoyed as I do not think you heard It is not my

Quiet

When I was at school in mainstream I wasn’t a talkie person, I tried to say a sentence but then I spoke too fast and that make me frustrated ,when people couldn’t or wouldn’t understand me, even though the staff at the school were trying to understand my speed of my speech ,however they couldn’t

Autistic mind and anxiety

My name is autisticI live in the narrator worldEven though my mind is twirledInside that mind I feel alone even though I’m not?Everyday can be hard difficult even confusingHowever life is amusingI wonder how people start a conversation whether it’sHi , morning , byeI just stand and froze till I dieEven though I get strange

Anxiety

This feeling is called ANXIETY The feeling when you get, when you are itching to use the bathroom as you desperately don’t wanna go out The feeling when you felt you haven’t slept in years because the thoughts kept going around in you’re head making up words that are not true ” worthless , no

Loneliness

In the autism world, we tend to feel pretty isolated a room fill up with people and you felt like an invisible ghost transparent with the surroundings I am in. Many people feel like that time after time and that feeling goes, imagine that it happens all the time with you every day, watching the

Recovery

Recovery Recovery is a term we use when we are recovered from an injury or even trauma or mental health could be anything. Recovery is a huge process to maintain and willing to carry on with the goals or techniques to help you to get better. I want to talk about my own recovery and

Anger

When I was in year 13 the time I was doing exams and all the stress of revising for these important qualification for the future. I was very much a stress teenagers , which causes me being anger towards my peers , even towards the staff who was trying desperately to help and all I

Conversation speech delay

Many people know I had speech delay I wasn’t non verbal . I was able to say a word but the sound of the word wasn’t pronounced properly. When I was a toddler I tried desperately to say a word , even if the sound of the letter wasn’t right. My first word was ‘daddy’

Code words behind the behaviour

Words filtering are something that many people do struggled especially with autism. We bet much often says the words that comes out of our heads, without having the little thoughts to process the information which is appropriate or not. Very often we says these words as code words of something else like at school if

Dear Educators and Doctors, Parents

Dear Professional Educators , Doctors and Parents I’m autistic, but also a human being before I’m autistic. I need the right resource to survive. Food water shelter and the huge resource is love. Just because I’m autistic those important things will never change, I may need extra things to be done a certain things I