Anxiety

This feeling is called ANXIETY The feeling when you get, when you are itching to use the bathroom as you desperately don’t wanna go out The feeling when you felt you haven’t slept in years because the thoughts kept going around in you’re head making up words that are not true ” worthless , no

Loneliness

In the autism world, we tend to feel pretty isolated a room fill up with people and you felt like an invisible ghost transparent with the surroundings I am in. Many people feel like that time after time and that feeling goes, imagine that it happens all the time with you every day, watching the

Recovery

Recovery Recovery is a term we use when we are recovered from an injury or even trauma or mental health could be anything. Recovery is a huge process to maintain and willing to carry on with the goals or techniques to help you to get better. I want to talk about my own recovery and

Anger

When I was in year 13 the time I was doing exams and all the stress of revising for these important qualification for the future. I was very much a stress teenagers , which causes me being anger towards my peers , even towards the staff who was trying desperately to help and all I

Conversation speech delay

Many people know I had speech delay I wasn’t non verbal . I was able to say a word but the sound of the word wasn’t pronounced properly. When I was a toddler I tried desperately to say a word , even if the sound of the letter wasn’t right. My first word was ‘daddy’

Code words behind the behaviour

Words filtering are something that many people do struggled especially with autism. We bet much often says the words that comes out of our heads, without having the little thoughts to process the information which is appropriate or not. Very often we says these words as code words of something else like at school if

Dear Educators and Doctors, Parents

Dear Professional Educators , Doctors and Parents I’m autistic, but also a human being before I’m autistic. I need the right resource to survive. Food water shelter and the huge resource is love. Just because I’m autistic those important things will never change, I may need extra things to be done a certain things I

A hug

A hug A hug is a precious source A affection A healing A comforter for a trusted adult, including a child A way to open you’re true self making long lasting rainbow from the pain A way of showing these emotions , in you’re darkest of days A bridge, safe heaven to these open arms

Battle wounds

My scars tell me the story I once been on.My scars tells me it’s okay to cry to bleed from the pain inside.My scars remains me that I don’t have to be strong all the time, it’s okay to break down.My scars shows me it’s okay to be human expect a robot.My scars shows me

Autism education

I can really relate to this , school can have so much presence , on the students with exams and showing you can do better in the way of learning and improve the ability of the grades , which it’s very tiring. School shouldn’t really be a place, when you get to prove yourself to